Life..(A message)ย 


Every movie has a unique message in it is what I always say and yes I am right. Now what message do you think we get from film”Ishq Vishq Pyaar Vyaar”.Most of the people will say it’s just a romantic movie but there is a important message. Recently I faced a situation in which I wanted a particular thing and I had almost achieved it. Say 90% but 10% was my destiny and it didn’t supported me..So it went away from me. Being sad,depressed I spent 2 days. But at 3rd day I remebered a dialogue Amrita Rao said in Ishq Vishq. “If your love wants to go away from you let it go.If it comes back than it’s yours”(Agar tumhara pyaar tumse door jaana chahe to use jaane do agar vo lautkar aye to voh tumhara hai) .  And I applied this in my situation an opportunity went away from me.. So I thought if this opportunity  went away from me let it go. If it comes back than it’s mine.. And I know it’s mine only. I believe in a thing called Law of Attraction.. When I truly desire something from my heart I have always got it. I was unaware of my this quality my boss made me aware of it.His experiences and his observations made him understand my this quality. 

So my conclusion is “If a opportunity goes away from you it was never yours let it go but if it comes back than it’s yours.

And I believe that opportunity will return with a speed more than it went away from me. I have always tried to understand  the hints of my destiny and yes I did. 

Inshaallah it has to return.I have complete faith in myself. And once it returns I will be writing a post again on it. 

Think in a different way is what I say. Not only movies gives u message even our day to day life gives us important messages. Some messages to cherish for long time.. 

             ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

The Cab Journey….ย 


Even a normal day can be a thrilling adventure… 

Life is a thrilling adventure.My life is like even if I am trying to live it normally.Some thrill happens.Just now came out of a big trouble and was about to fall in another trouble but was saved. 

Yesterday after a long time I hanged out with my friends. While coming we took a cab.Though after a lot of hardships we got a cab. A old man was the driver.After sitting immediately we said thank you to him. Since we had to travel to a nearer distance so we were not getting any cab. We were speaking to each other. Everything was pretty normal.After sometime me and my friend got involved in a discussion about where to stop the cab.I said stop here and have a panipuri here so we can reach home early and she wanted to eat panipuris from a different place and it went on for a while and finally she agreed to stop the cab at the place I said. After that I asked the driver to stop the cab.He didn’t seem to listen but that was normal.After that the speed of cab got to 120 and that too in a area with so many vehicles around.He started banging his hand on the steering wheels in a very weird way as if he had gone crazy and we were just not understanding what’s happening.After that he started taking cab to right, left, right left with full speed.Just like its shown in movies. And ahead was a bus. I thought now it’s gonna crack hopefully it didn’t.While we were having discussion.I said I think we should jump out the only way to escape.But he suddenly stopped the cab. And I said just move out immediately before the adventure again begins. We got down I paid him his money. He was smiling and we were laughing what an amazing adventure. Though we got scared a lot. I guess he behaved in such way coz may be he was irritated by our discussion or may be he wanted to make it fun. 

Whatever a thrilling experience.. Thank god at least my friends were with me. If I was alone I would have fainted.

Even if I do a normal thing something happens. May be some thing is wrong with me. Well I didn’t felt he was harmful.

Would like to ask how was the Cab journey?

                Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

The Mystery Of Little Finger…..


Jaane kab badle hathon ki rekhayein aj toh jee Lee Kal Kisne dekha Hai…

Little Finger also known as Mercury Finger.Can it store some secrets in it?Wondering why am I discussing about Little Finger?
In childhood when teacher used to say “You can count till 15 numbers in your hand” And I used to count again and again it used to be 16.No sooner I realised there is an Extra part in my little finger. Generally every finger is divided in to 3 parts but my little finger is divided in to 4 parts..I have always seen people having 4 parts on Middle finger and Thumb finger but would like to see a person who has 4 parts in Little finger.I do believe in Astrology..I won’t say I completely believe but I do believe.While reading I found that it might be a bad luck or it might be something exceptional or it’s related to communication skills but no enough evidencess were found.Even astrologers are not sure.Trying to find out people similar like me with a 4th part on little finger. IS anyone there?

I don’t know what it brings Good luck or a bad luck?Just Wish for the Good luck ofcourse 
And the mystery Continues…

Whenever I am depressed I look at my hands.What’s written in this?What’s my destiny?But Than I think let’s live in the present and not in future.

Jaane kab badle hathon ki rekhayein..     Aj toh jee Lee, Kal Kisne dekha Hai…              

                    ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

Random Thoughts


Just Wondering what if my mom would have seen writing me?Would she be happy?Or she would have called it a waste of time?Writing is still fine..But what about writing Love stories?She would have encouraged me? Or Scolded?

I try a lot to speak to her but photographs don’t respond.

But still what I would say is today I can write coz she gave birth to a writer, to a thinker.

Well I can’t answer this only She can!

One song from the movie “Ti sadhya Kay karte” which was probably used for a love story. But here I am dedicating it to my mom.

Kitida Navyane Tula athavave dolyatle Pani Navyane bahave

Translation

Everytime when I think of you in a new way Tears roll down my eyes in a new way…

     

                   From your loving daughter

                 ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

LOVE FIND IT’S OWN WAY!!!


Life may or may not find it’s way.It might get stuck.But there’s one thing in life which find it’s own way.That’s Love.. 

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

This is story of one of my friends. Posting on her Birthday.A very Happy Birthday dear!

Today here I have edited a story of a girl who lost faith in Love and thought she will delete this word “Love” from her dictionary.But once a word is printed in a dictionary it cannot be deleted.In her dictionary the word “Love” came twice but both times the meaning were different.First time it was a bitter experience and second time it was loving experience.So here I take you to the journey of girl to whom Love Happen Twice. And this time it was true Wanna know how ?Keep reading

Suhani’s(POV)
I had lost faith in Love coz of the Past experiences.Thereafter I decided this Love is just a waste of Time.And will never fall in Love again lekin “Zindagi hamare Hisabse toh Chalti nahi Use chalanevala koi aur hai hum to bas uske isharon pe chalte Hai. I don’t know what’s gonna happen further. But I was firm of my decis to not to fall in Love again.But then…

May month it was.My internship for my COP course was about to start.My cousins were planning for village outing and insisted me to come but I said No since my Internship was on the way.But luckily it got postponed and so I decided to surprise everyone by giving a surprise visit to village.I reached my village I came to know there’s a marriage in our neighbour’ home.I didn’t know them but my cousins knew them.We thought atleast we can enjoy the functions.In the Evening the functions for marriage started I was sitting at our Gallery at that time I saw a man “A Tall Dark and Handsome Man”but I ignored him.Next day it was “Haldi” function people started insisting me to draw a rangoli so I started drawing one and while I was doing so that person was continuously staring me throughout the function.In the Evening at DJ night as the sounds started I started dancing.Dance is my Love.I cannot control myself when Music starts.Everyone started dancing even he was dancing even while dancing he was continuously staring me.My anger was increasing due to his activities.Who the hell is he?How dare he stare me?Later I thought it’s Ok Tomorrow is marriage after marriage he will go.It’s just a matter of one day.Finally the day of marriage came and I didn’t saw him around.I was happy for that.So I started drawing rangoli but he suddenly arrived and started staring me.I was angry but I had to get ready and do some other work too and so I ignored him.The Marriage happened now it was time for the feast.Now in Villages we have to sit down in a row and the food was served.I sat with my cousins and he was sitting in our front row opposite to us.Again staring me.We were having our food slowly.Till than someone said”If you”ll are having food so slowly take the plate at home and eat”I stood up and everyone started laughing including him.But now I thought the Marriage is over.So No Problem.I returned back to Mumbai and one day I posted one post about my achievements on FB .One of my friend (Ayesha Ghadigaonkar) commented on the post.I opened Fb to check her comment but instead saw some friend request while I was scrolling I accepted one friend request accidentally without seeing who it was. Later I thought let it go.Than I got a comment on the post.New name it was.I checked the profile and Profile pic and was like Oh God I accepted his friend request.I replied thanku.He started commenting with smilies later I only said speak personally.Than we started speaking on messenger.I gave his Number coz I thought he is a Good Guy.Than we started meeting each other slowly after chatting for a month.It took us 6 months to understand each other completely. Initially when he used to stare me I hated him but when I met him I realised he is a nice guy, A gentlemen as I wanted.He liked me from before but when I told him about the struggles I faced he loved me.Loved me more.But he was taking some time for realtion coz he wasn’t ready.But Finally he proposed and I said Yes. And so I again started believing In love…This is not the End. This story will end with a Marriage.

So wasn’t it a beautiful story with a beautiful message “Love can happen Twice”

Wait who’s the hero here?As I always say Destiny what if Suhani might have not gone to village and stayed back and she might not have met him.What if she wouldn’t have checked the comments and accepted his request accidentally?There might not be any story than.But Love find it’s own way!

I am happy to be a part of this story…

Let me know ur reviews…

                  ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—KAL HO NAA HO๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—


Jab Zindagi Karvat Badalti Hai…         Naa Jane vo humse Kya chahti Hai…   Hum toh use apnana chahte Hai..           Lekin Vo humse muh fer leti Hai…

                        ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

“Kal Ho Naa Ho” a story which I started writing a year back and haven’t completed yet…Few people are waiting since a year to read the ending of this story.So here I go…
Karan’s (POV)

Waiting for her response I woke up early morning.And I first checked my Mobile.No response.She has not responded.I consoled myself by thinking She might not have seen it yet.No sooner I realised I was late.I quickly rushed in to the washroom and got ready for work.I took a Cab and was having a look out of the window.Glancing through the same place where we meet first Time.I wish she responds and I meet her back.Later I reached office..Got involved in my daily work.Looking at the clock continuously I wanted to go home..Whenever my mobile beeped I got Curious.But she wasn’t it.My work hours were over.I went Home.Got freshed and was about to sleep.My phone beeped she responded “Same place Same Time “I looked at the Clock and immediately rushed caught a cab and went to that place.I found her here and there and everywhere.She wasn’t there.I sat there looking at the waves throwing stones in water.While I was deep involved in past memories I felt a soft hand at my shoulder and so I looked back to see who it was?Unbelievable it was she. Yes she came.And I was so Happy..I hugged her..I cried and said Please don’t do this to me..”I Love You”Say something now I said but now she was quite..She started laughing weirdly Don’t know whether it was a laugh or a cry.

Aashna..Aashna Agarwal I had everything Every luxury in my Life.The thing I named and I had it.But than something happened which changed my Life…

With lots of question in my eyes I asked “Aashna say what happened?

She said “ I am living a Life beyond death”

With my eyes raised and ears wide.I was shocked to hear this.She continued

I  visited this place very often.One night while I was walking I got a call.I was speaking on the phone.And a Car tharshed me.I was taken to the hospital and was declared ……This place has certain dreams of Mine..My ambitions, My career.But everything ruined in a fraction of second “Vo Kehte haina Zindagi badalne k liye Ek pal hi kaafi hota Hai“Than one day I met You I realised you came here to suicide and I don’t want you to do it.I wanted to live but my life was snatched...”Life is a beautiful gift given by God and we should respect it”

And There is Life beyond death. I love this life too.I am a free bird here.I still write.The only thing is It’s not like before .Not everyone can see me.Not everyone can speak to me.

I cried like never before”For the first time I loved someone and it proves out to be this.Please say this all is a lie .You are Just Joking.    

“Live the life you dream,Dream the life you love”My life is finish but you have a long way to go.Take this (Something covered with a paper) and “I Love you too”.May be u might not see me after this Coz my work is done.I was still half alive coz my last wish my dream was incomplete.And Today I found someone and I have complete faith You will complete my dream.So I take a leave. Love you 

Always remember “Enjoy Every moment of Your Life”Kya Pata Kal Ho Naa Ho…

And with her soft hands she closed my eyes and kissed me on cheek.And when I opened my eyes she disappeared.I went home.Opened the thing she had given me It was a Diary, Her Diary, Her Story, Her Dream to be a writer and Note(The Story is incomplete.Can you complete it for me?)..From that day I got a reason to live.Never ever I have thought of Suiciding now..Everyday I complete her story by living my story.Even today I visit the place with a hope I could see her but she doesn’t comes.The Love of My Life taught me to Live…To Love 

I Love You Aashna. And with this sentence the story of the best selling Novel ended .Guess the author? No it’s not Karan…

It’s Aashna. Yes he wrote it on her behalf.

I guess you”ll will be wondering what’s the name of the book?If not start wondering..The cover page at the end..

So this was the Story “Kal Ho Naa Ho”.Till now even the secret was revealed why she said “Kal Ho Naa Ho”I don’t know how it is?Whether it’s good or not?.But it is what it is and at the end I will just  leave you”ll with this song.

“Harpal yaha Ji bhar Jiyo Jo Hai Sama Kal Ho Naa Ho”

Now I would answer the question i asked at the beginning..Is it a real or a fiction story?Anyone can say now it’s a fiction story..I have completely imagined it..But I have lived the character..

Secondly I know further I would be getting questions like Why such a ending?

1) I haven’t seen happy endings in my life.How can I write one? I believe And they lived happily ever after exists only in stories and not in real life..

2) I always felt the need to keep a ending impactful…

So what do you”ll learns

Dreams don’t die unless we do but there is a Life beyond death

Please Let me know your reviews

           ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar

LIFE


Life my favourite word.I thought Life was about enjoying every moment we live..Smiling, Laughing, Dancing and also sadness. But sadly I realised this is not Life.
Recently I saw a talk by “Manisha Koirala”And I totally agree to what she said..“Life happens when we are Busy making other plans

Indeed I was making some plans regarding my career.Regarding some materialistic things and the real life happened to me..

Now my Life has brought me to a stage where I fear to smile, I can’t even cry, I fear of Happiness..I fear of Living..

I don’t smile like before coz I think If I smile My life will make 4 times..It’s better I stay Quiet.

Last year I left my studies though there were two reasons for that and I went up for a job thinking I”ll continue next year.And I was all set to continue with my studies this year.But my destiny played a game and I think this time also I won’t be able to continue..

Kis Mukaam par laa Diya Ae Zindagi ab hasne se pehle bhi das bar sochungi ki ek hasi ka hisaab kitne ansuon see Chukana padega..Usse accha hum Hase hi Na….!!!

                   ~ Ayesha Ghadigaonkar